Briar needs just two things: blood and
vengeance. The first sustains her immortal
life; the second gives it meaning.
First on her hit list is Gregor, the
renegade vampire who schooled her in
brutality, then betrayed and tortured her.
To achieve her deadly ends, Briar joins the
inscrutable Reaper and his misfit gang of
vampires who are also hunting her old
mentor.
But once she's destroyed Gregor, she'll
be gone. The group means nothing to her. Not
even Crisa—damaged, defenseless, a liability
in every way—the childlike vamp with whom
Briar shares a blood bond. Or Reaper. Though
they shared one moment of pure passion, it's
not as though Briar has feelings for him.
Because Briar needs no one. She needs
only to satisfy her twin hungers—ones that
may ultimately consume her.

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Prologue
Gregor
didn’t need to get very close to watch his target.
He was a vampire, after all, thanks to
the efforts of his employers in the CIA.
They had created him, set him up in
style, taught him secrets unknown even to other vamps, all
to serve their own purposes. His mission, they had told
him, was to become the most notorious rogue vampire
imaginable.
A rogue, a vampire who killed humans at
will without remorse or caution, would not be long
tolerated by the rest of vampire society. They would send
someone after him, and Reaper would be their most
likely choice. All part of the plan.
When Reaper came for him, Gregor was
supposed to capture the former CIA assassin
turned vampire turned vampiric hit man, and return him
into the agency’s tender care.
The problem was, Gregor had changed his
mind, and he was pretty sure his supervisor knew
it. He’d decided he liked being a rogue vampire. He liked
taking whatever he wanted whenever he wanted it, without
apology. He liked the wealth he was accumulating by
taking everything his victims had to give. And he
especially liked the power he gained when he murdered one of
his own kind.
Reaper’s blood would be some of the most
powerful he could imagine. He had been made by
Rhiannon, who had been made by Dracula himself.
Powerful.
And now he had other reasons to want to
take vengeance on the arrogant undead prick. Reaper had
stolen his woman from him. He’d had no right to
do that. Gregor had plucked the ungrateful little bitch
from the gutters, transformed her, taken her in. And Briar
had repaid him by sleeping with the enemy.
Oh, yes, the two of them had some
serious pain coming.
But first things first.
If the CIA had guessed that Gregor was
no longer their obedient lapdog but was, instead,
working for his own gain, they would try to have him
eliminated. And since the agent who’d been in charge of
him, Magnarelli, had been killed during a recent scuffle
with Reaper and his gang, the entire case had
reverted to Derrick Dwyer, the special agent who had been
Reaper’s direct supervisor and who’d been running the
whole operation from behind the scenes all along.
Gregor didn’t trust Dwyer. But he needed
to know what the bastard had in store for him.
And besides, Dwyer might have a line on Reaper and
Briar.
So now Gregor was lurking outside
Dwyer’s home in rural Connecticut. He was five hundred
yards away from the small Cape Cod, concealed by
shrubbery and a youngish pinon pine. From his position,
he could see Dwyer clearly as the man moved around
beyond the windows.
Tall, awkwardly thin, with an Ichabod
Crane profile from nose to Adam’s apple, Dwyer was six
months from retirement. Getting Reaper back
into custody and completing his work with Gregor—possibly
by putting Gregor into the grave—would be his final
assignment.
Gregor relaxed, surrounded by the
fragrance of the pine tree’s lower branches, watching by
the light of a nearly full moon. He had all night,
after all. Dwyer flipped on a computer, then moved out of
sight. When he returned, he was carrying a coffee
mug in one hand, steam spiraling from its mouth. He set
it on the desk, put on a minuscule headset, and then
paused, turned and stared straight at the window behind
him.
Gregor ducked, even though he knew the
mortal couldn’t see him, much less sense him
there. It was a knee-jerk reaction, and a ludicrous one.
Or was it? As he watched, Dwyer got up, moved to the
window and lowered the blinds.
Damn.
Rising from his position underneath the
pine, Gregor lunged into rapid motion. He sped across
the short distance between his vantage point and
the house, stopping right beside the window. And then he
peered through the slits in the blinds, and was
able to see and hear everything as if he were inside
looking over Dwyer’s shoulder.
“Everythin’s fine,” Dwyer was saying
softly, in his very slight Irish brogue. There was very
little of it remaining, but it was clear to the perceptions of a
vampire. “Nothin’s goin’ to hurt you. This
is perfectly natural. There’s nothin’ to be afraid of.”
Frowning, Gregor stared at the computer
screen. It was dark. He could hear what sounded
like rapid breaths coming through Dwyer’s earpiece. Like a
child getting ready to cut loose and cry its heart
out.
“Open yer eyes for me. Go on. I want you
to look around, see everythin’ around you.”
The way Dwyer spoke also suggested he
was speaking to a child. Odd, Gregor thought. He’d
expected Dwyer to be solely focused on one case
and one case only—Reaper’s. But apparently he had
something entirely unrelated going on.
Or was it?
As Gregor watched, the black screen
changed, as if a shade had been lifted, and he couldn’t
make out what it was showing at first. And then he
realized what it was.
It was a camera’s eye view. As if the
camera on the other end were walking through a long hallway,
turning left and right, moving slightly up and down
with the cadence of the footsteps.
“Could you go on outside, hon? Just step
or two outside?”
“I’m not supposed to go out alone,” a
voice said, clearly and suddenly, making Gregor snap
to sharper attention.
It was a female voice. Adult, and yet
childlike at the same time.
“You’re not really goin’
anywhere. Just step outside the door. It’ll only take a minute, I
promise. Then you can go right back in."
There was a bobbing motion on the
screen, as if the camera were nodding. And then there was
a door looming before the lens, and a slender, pale
hand gripping the knob and pushing it open. The screen
showed what she saw as she looked outside—a wet street,
with cars rushing past now and then. Streetlights and
headlights cast their glowing reflections on the slick
black pavement, and no moon shone in the sky. It was not
a clear warm evening, as it was here.
Dwyer watched the cars and muttered,
“New York plates. Jersey. Florida. Indiana.” He
sighed. “Do me a favor, lass, and just turn to your left.
What can you see in that direction?”
The camera’s point of view changed.
Something fell over the screen, and as Gregor frowned,
trying to see what it was, a hand rose and brushed it
away. It was a lock of hair. It had fallen over the
girl’s eyes, and she had moved it away. As if…as if… Gregor
swore under his breath as he realized that this
woman on the other end of the computer connection wasn’t
just holding the camera. Somehow, she was
the camera.
His mind whirled with questions,
possibilities, theories, but he had to bring his focus back to
the matter at hand. He refocused on that computer
screen and saw brick buildings, more wet roads, more
streetlamps. Not a sign or a business in sight.
“Now turn the other way,” Dwyer ordered.
“I don’t want
to,” the girl said,
but she turned. A gas station came into view. Its sign read
SUNOCO. Its prices were listed. There was nothing
else to help identify where it might be.
“I need to go in now.”
“No, no, not yet, sweetheart. You need to
walk a little ways. Just to the corner, where there’s
a street sign or—”
“My head hurts,” she whined. And then
there was soft sobbing.
“It’s goin’ to hurt like that when you
refuse to do what you’re told, I’m afraid. It’s just the
way this works.”
The girl sniffled. “What about the
little boy?”
“What little boy?” Dwyer asked.
“He comes into my head, just like you
do. Only I can see him. I can’t see you, I can only
hear you, but I can see him. And he needs me,
and I want to help him, but I don’t know who he is or where he is or
how to help him. Is he with you?”
“No,” Dwyer said. “Listen, as far as I
know, that other vision, that boy, it’s not real,
love. It’s likely comin’ from a different part of your
mind—your imagination, maybe. I’m thinkin’ that’s all it is.
It’s not real, not like me.”
“He seems as real as you. He seems—he
seems more real than you.”
“Go up to the corner, Crisa, or your
head’s goin’ to start to hurt again.”
“Sometimes it hurts even when I do what
you tell me.”
“That can’t be helped, Crisa. It’s a
malfunction, and one I’ll fix just as soon as I see you.
I promise. Go to the corner now, lass.”
The camera went dark, and Gregor thought
the woman had closed her eyes. She moaned
softly, and there was static and snow on the
monitor, and then a shape. A human shape. A small one. It
grew clearer as Gregor watched, until it took the form
of a boy.
A boy he knew very, very well.
It was Matthias.
“I can’t help you anymore,” the girl
moaned. “Briar’s looking for me. Good night.”
Briar!
Gregor backed away, stunned. Who the
hell was this Crisa, and what kind of connection could
she possibly have to Matthias? One thing was certain.
She was a CIA plant. Somehow she’d been fitted
with a camera and some sort of communications
equipment, and inserted into Reaper’s gang of do-gooders—because
that was, as far as he knew, where Briar
remained.
And somehow, he couldn’t imagine how,
she knew Matthias. She knew his son.
1
“There
you are,” Briar said, her tone flat and uninterested as she leaned against the doorjamb. The
little snowflake was standing on the sidewalk, blinking
in the darkness like a doe caught in a
spotlight. The perpetually confused look on her face was just as
irritating as it always was. “What the hell are you doing
outside, Crisa?”
The girl seemed to draw her focus away
from wherever the hell it had been—Neverland,
probably—and pin it on Briar at long last. Her hair
was in its usual style.
Briar’s initial opinion was that it had
been combed with an eggbeater, and that was still the
most accurate description.
It was pale brown with blue highlights,
short and unevenly cut. Her hair-care regimen
seemed to be “fold in the mousse and beat until stiff
peaks form.” She was heavily made up tonight, which was
rare. Too much eyeliner, thicker on one eye than the
other, bright green eye shadow, lashes like a spider’s hairy
legs, straight lines of blush from her chin to her ear
on each side of her face, and plum-colored lipstick. She
wore a long-sleeved maroon shirt, made of the same material
they made long johns from, with a lacy
cream-colored camisole over the top of it—a combination
that made no sense whatsoever. From the waist down,
she sported a blazing orange broomstick skirt and a
pair of red Converse high-tops.
As she took Crisa in, Briar came damn
close to laughing, and that was something she
never did. Besides, even she wasn’t heartless
enough to want to kick a puppy. Okay, maybe an ordinary puppy,
but not a brain-fried vampire-woman-child like Crisa.
The girl still hadn’t answered her
question. She was just staring, blinking those great big
brown eyes as if she didn’t understand Briar’s language.
“Hey.” Briar trotted down the three
steps to the sidewalk and snapped her fingers in front of
Crisa’s purple lips. “Ground Control to Major Tom. You
reading me?”
“Huh?”
“How come you’re outside?”
“Oh. I don’t know, he told me to.”
Briar frowned a little harder. “Who told you
to?”
“I don’t know.”
Suddenly alarmed, Briar clasped Crisa’s
shoulder in a grip that was as tender as it was
protective, and she didn’t bother to ask herself about that,
or about the way her gut and fists clenched
simultaneously as she sought to drop-kick whatever asshole had been
messing with her Crisa.
She sent a quick
glance up and down the sidewalk, along with her senses, in search of
enemies. Mortal or vampire, it could be either type. God
knew their little band of white-hats had made
enough of both kinds.
She didn’t see or sense anything,
though.
“Crisa,” she said, focusing again on the
girl. “It’s important that you tell me who told you to come
outside.”
“But I don’t know.” The girl’s eyes
began to dampen, and she pressed a hand to her forehead.
“Please don’t be mad at me, Briar.”
“I’m not—”Briar
bit her lip, realizing she’d barked the words at the girl. She softened her tone
and tried to bank her frustration. “I’m not mad. Listen,
you said someone told you to go outside. Was it someone in
the house?”
“I don’t think so. More…in here.” As she
said it, Crisa pressed her other hand to her
head, cupping it between them. “God, it hurts.”
“Your head hurts?”
Crisa nodded, eyes closed.
“So it was a voice in your head that
told you to come outside?”
“Yes. A man’s voice.”
Someone communicating with her,
mentally, Briar thought. It had to be a vampire. Few
mortals could manage telepathy with any real effectiveness.
“Did he say anything else to you, Crisa?
Did he ask you to do anything else?”
Crisa nodded, lowering her hands to her
sides, opening her eyes. “He wanted me to walk to the
corner and look around. But then the boy came, and I
got…distracted.”
“A boy came?”
Her nod was slow, her gaze turning
inward. “He comes all the time,” she whispered,
almost to herself.
“In the real world, Crisa, or is he in
your head, too?”
“In my head. But not like the man. I can
see the boy. I can feel him. He’s more like a dream.”
She squeezed her eyes tighter. “It hurts, Briar!”
“Okay. Okay, come on, let’s get you
inside.”
“You’re not mad?”
“No, you nutcase. Why would I be mad?
It’s not your fault you’ve got a party going on
in that head of yours, is it?”
“N-no.”
“I’ll bet Roxy can help you out with
that headache, if you want. She and Ilyana are all into
all that hocus pocus shit. Healing with their hands. I
imagine it makes ’em feel like a little bit more than
plain old mortals.”
“They’re not plain. They’re Chosen.”
“Still, a mortal’s a mortal’s a mortal, right?”
Crisa nodded, the movement choppy as
they moved down the hall. “Will Reaper be mad?”
“No one’s mad, okay?” Briar sought to
reassure her, and then decided to add a little
enlightenment to boot. Hell, it couldn’t hurt. “Besides,” she
said, “what do you care if anyone is mad at you? Toughen
up, Crisa. If someone gives you crap, you give it
right back and then some. Understand?”
Crisa looked at her and smiled just a
little. “Yeah. I’ll give it right back.”
“Damn straight you will. You’ve got a
little bit of my blood in your veins, after all. You go
wimping out, it’s going to pack up and move.”
Briar opened the door at the end of the
hall and, still holding Crisa’s arm, led the other woman
into the apartment.
The building was abandoned but was still
basically habitable. The bunch of them,
Reaper and his misfit gang of fledgling vamps, had headed
north from Mexico, traveling cautiously, taking
their time. Princess Topaz had volunteered her Emerald Isle
mansion for them to use as a temporary base
while they planned their next moves in the ongoing hunt for
Gregor, the murderous rogue, and his gang. But
Reaper wanted to take his sweet time getting there, just
to be sure the CIA bastards who’d been jonesing for him
were no longer following. Sure, the two agents
who’d been on his ass most recently were crowbait by
now. But there were others out there, watching.
This run-down hovel was in Atlanta, and
it reminded Briar, with a little jab, of times in
her life she would much rather forget. When she’d lived on
the streets, places like this had been home to her.
Yeah. Home, sweet home.
The others were just coming to life in
various parts of the apartment. Sundown had been
recent. They’d only just risen and begun gathering up
their things to continue the journey north. Most of
them, anyway, Briar saw, noticing that Jack and Topaz were
nowhere in evidence.
They were probably going at it like a
pair of horny rabbits. Again.
And Topaz’s movie-star legend of a
mother, Mirabella, was likely still lying in bed, in
typical Hollywood starlet fashion. Just because she
automatically woke at sunset, like every other vampire, didn’t
mean she felt any need to get her ass up and moving.
Vixen and Seth stood close to one
another, shoving clothes into a backpack, rubbing and
touching often, their eyes saying way more than Briar
wanted or needed to hear from either of them. Sickening.
“Roxy,” Briar said, averting her
thoughts from the others to the matter at hand. “Crisa has
a pretty severe headache. You think you and Ilyana can
work some of that shit you do on her and fix her up?”
“That shit we
do is Reiki,” Roxy replied. She whirled to face Briar as she spoke, and it
created a great effect with the scarlet patterned kaftan she
wore. It swirled like a cloak, and her wild red curls moved
just as effectively. “It’s sacred to us both.”
There was very little Briar enjoyed more
than baiting Roxy. Unless it was scaring the hell out
of Ilyana.
“Yeah, yeah,” she said. “To you mortals,
everything is sacred. All that spiritual garbage must
make a nice crutch for people destined for the
grave.”
“We’re all destined for the grave
in the end,” the ageless redhead told her. “Vampires like
you, the Chosen like Ilyana and me, whether we
eventually choose to be transformed or not, and ordinary
humans like the rest of the world. There’s no such thing
as immortality. Not really. And you’re fooling yourself
if you think there is.”
“Yeah, and I’ll be fooling myself long
after you’re dust.”
“Bitch,” Roxy muttered.
“Whore,” Briar replied.
Ilyana followed the exchange, looking
slightly nervous, while Crisa seemed downright frightened
by it.
Reaper, the arrogant bastard, lounged on
the wooden crate he was using as a chair, tipped
back against the wall, looking mildly amused.
Roxy sent Briar one last dirty look,
then took Crisa’s hand and softened her expression. “Come
on, Crisa. You can lie down on that old couch in
the next room and we’ll try some Reiki on you, okay?”
Crisa nodded, and Ilyana beat them both
into the adjoining room.
Alone with Seth, Vixen and Reaper, Briar
waited until the door to the next room closed.
“I found Crisa outside, kind of disoriented. Told me
some voice in her head told her to go out there and take a
look around.”
Reaper’s crate came down, the front of
it hitting the floor with a thud. “Gregor?”
“That wouldn’t make sense,” Seth said.
“Gregor doesn’t even know Crisa exists, much less
that she’s with us.”
“As far as we know, that is,” Vixen said
softly. “He could have found out.”
“It could also be some other vampire,
hell-bent on destroying us,” Reaper pointed out.
“It’s not like we haven’t pissed off a few along the way.”
He glanced at Briar. “You know her best.”
“I don’t know her any better than the
rest of you,” she denied. It was automatic, and it was a
lie.
“You shared blood with her, saved her
life. You know that creates a powerful bond, a psychic
link.”
“I know.” She averted her eyes. His were
too dark, too knowing, and entirely too full of
the sex they’d once had. Once. God, you’d think it had been
a three-year affair the way it had affected him. It hadn’t
even fazed her.
Briar sighed and drew her attention back
to the subject at hand. “But I still don’t know what’s
going on with her. I don’t even know if this is really
mental communication from someone outside her. I think it
might just be…you know, voices in her head.” She
made a twirling motion at her ear with a forefinger.
Reaper rose from his chair. “What makes
you suspect that?”
She shrugged. “The fact that she’s also
seeing some boy she says feels more like a dream to
her. The fact that she’s got a headache the size of Jupiter
most of the time. The fact that she was a few cookies
short of a full jar from the first day we set eyes on her.
She’s nuts, Reaper. We already know that.”
He was studying her. So was Vixen, far
more closely than was comfortable. Her little head
tipped to one side and then the other, long copper hair
falling over one shoulder, and her nose crinkled up just
slightly.
“What?” Briar demanded.
“You…you have a headache, too,” Vixen
said.
Briar rolled her eyes. “Yeah, I have a
pile of headaches. Three out here asking stupid questions,
one sleeping in, two banging their brains out, a pair
performing hocus pocus in the next room, and one choo-choo
train whose little red caboose has gone chugging
around the bend.”
Vixen smiled, then laughed softly.
“That’s funny. I didn’t know you could be funny.”
“I wasn’t being funny.”
“You’re feeling her pain, aren’t you?”
Reaper asked.
Briar shrugged. “Either that or I’ve got
a simple headache all my own. The easiest
solution is usually the right one, Reaper.”
“You could let Roxy and Ilyana work on
you next,” Seth suggested.
“Right. I’m going to lie in a bed and
let two mortal females put their hands on me. Not in
this lifetime, pal.”
“It was just a thought.”
“Thanks. I prefer to suffer. A slight
headache or untold agonies. Either way.”
After she said it, she glanced toward
the closed door beyond which the two women were
working on Crisa. Then she noticed Reaper noticing
her, and she averted her eyes.
“You’re worried about her,” he accused.
“Yeah, right. And I’m also taking up a
collection to save the whales. You wanna contribute?”
She rolled her eyes and left the room, heading into the
empty bedroom where she’d spent the night.
Sinking to the floor and drawing up her
knees, she bent her head and rubbed her temples.
She closed her eyes and tried to relax away the pain in
her head. But she couldn’t relax it away or massage it
away, or even will it away, because it wasn’t her
pain.
It was Crisa’s. So all she could do was
wait.
Fortunately for her, the two most
irritating mortals on the planet were extremely gifted
healers. That shit they did, they did very well, though she
would die before she would acknowledge it to either of
them. Roxy was already far too cocky, while Ilyana
was petrified of her, and Briar preferred to keep it that
way.
Still, she thanked them silently when
the pain in her head began to ease and finally faded to
almost nothing.
She rested only for a few moments, then
got up when someone tapped on her door. She opened
it to see Jack, with his dirty blond hair that was
always a little too long and his slightly scruffy whiskers,
making him seem like a rebel, wearing the satisfied smirk of
a man who’d had far better sex than he deserved.
“We’re getting ready to move out, Bri.
You got your stuff together?”
“Two minutes,” she told him.
He nodded, his eyes doing a quick survey
of her face. “Your headache better?”
“Gone,” she told him.
“I figured. Crisa’s is, too.”
She frowned at him.
“Reaper filled us in. I’ll help you keep
an eye on her.
Don’t worry.”
“I wasn’t. And I don’t need your help
‘keeping an eye’ on Crisa, because it’s not my job to keep
an eye on Crisa. Jeez, who appointed me the keeper of the nuthouse?”
He shrugged. “Need help packing?”
“Go jump your freaking princess again or
something, and stop pestering me, will you?”
“Okay.” He winked and left the room.
Why the hell, she wondered, was everyone
so determined to see things in her that didn’t exist?
She wasn’t worried
about Crisa. She didn’t
give a shit about Crisa—or anyone else, for that matter. This
pile of do-gooders just couldn’t seem to accept that about
her. They didn’t understand it, sought to project their
own moral bullshit onto her. But she didn’t believe in it.
Never had.
She was out only for herself, her own
best interests and the fulfillment of her own needs.
And right now those needs included only two things.
The basic need to devour living blood in order to
survive, and her sole purpose for wanting to.
She had to kill Gregor for what he’d
done to her.
Revenge was the only reason she
continued waking up each night. It was her life force. And
once it was done, well, hell, she would probably be done,
too, despite her tough talk to Roxy about being a true
immortal.
There really wasn’t, as far as she could
see, much of a point to it, after all.